I may. But it seems to me as if the circumstances are different. You don't like to acknowledge your own feelings, I know.
But I still want to help.
[More like, he's done all he can for Angel and Rhys and needs another outlet to keep from being pulled under by his grief and worry. Same difference, right?]
I was trying not to be too hostile, since apparently you harbour some deep dark secret related to my death. Now you've gone and made me be blunt about it. Did you kill me?
[He'll remember later, he'll know what happened later, but for just right now, House is going to feed him the same lie as everyone else. He lets the moments tick away before replying, giving it added emotional weight.]
it was an accident
[Sort of true. Also not answering Beckett's question, but implicating himself.]
I've found acknowledging emotions and attachments to be a strength rather than a weakness. Extenuating circumstances are rare, whatever my word of four hundred years of experience is worth to you.
[And as he'd implied, he won't pester House any further unless he replies.]
[Welp. Whoever gave the guy up is a moron, but what else is new here?]
you kicked me to hell and back again and you actually expect me to help you find somebody? nice job on the legwork but you're kinda a moron for coming to me in the first place, dude
[Taking a look at this after sending a message to Will and...really? He doesn't feel particularly attached to House, either, aside from his ordinary attachment.]
I meant our mutual friend, though I did once enjoy our debates.
you do realize fangs is just another pawn for me to use, right? no idea what he's been saying to you but we're not friends
[House doesn't even know what he is with Beckett anymore. His emotions have wound up in an obnoxious tangle somehow. One that the doctor doesn't know how to begin to undo.]
[Just in case House decides to take this to him for any reason... And that's the only reason he's not calling House a liar, as well. Beckett is proud, and would not take kindly to being used, he thinks. If that were truly all it were he would know, and he's certain there would be much more antagonism between them.
Beckett, could, of course, then have a reason to allow it, but Enoch's battered mind can't think that far.]
you've observed us texting back and forth congratulations you're like everyone else here who can read
[He knows there's no real reason to be this aggressive at Enoch, but the fact that he's still trying to be nice after every cruelty the doctor has thrown at him is frustrating and strange and sets House off.]
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