by telling her it's not her goddamn decision if i deserve the medicine that lets me function if that's not enough of a reason for her then she's a vindictive asshole and can laugh herself all the way to the admin's doorstep when i go into withdrawal in a freaking snowhell and die because we both know i will die and while that's looking pretty good a lot of the time here dehydration, hypothermia, shock, and drowning in my own vomit are really crap ways to go out because we don't have the right meds, staff, or central heating for me to deal with detoxing
[He's rather terrified of the prospect, but certainly isn't going to say as much. Clayton can take from that what he will.]
cw: suicidal ideations
if that's not enough of a reason for her
then she's a vindictive asshole
and can laugh herself all the way to the admin's doorstep when i go into withdrawal in a freaking snowhell and die
because we both know i will die
and while that's looking pretty good a lot of the time here
dehydration, hypothermia, shock, and drowning in my own vomit are really crap ways to go out
because we don't have the right meds, staff, or central heating for me to deal with detoxing
[He's rather terrified of the prospect, but certainly isn't going to say as much. Clayton can take from that what he will.]