rubikscomplex: (anger | you're still dying)
Gregory House, MD ([personal profile] rubikscomplex) wrote 2018-03-18 08:28 pm (UTC)

cw mention of suicide; disordered eating; depression... just a lot of things

[House has to huff a laugh. This is a stupid conversation and there's nothing overtly funny in Will commentary, but really.]

You think my mind isn't broken? I'm running around with a guy who tried to murder and lobotomize me, a cannibal who's got me slated for his menu as soon as his boyfriend says 'go,' and said boyfriend who empathizes with serial killers enough to become them in his dreams and murder me.

[House makes a sharp, flicking motion with the bone in his hand.]

I'm stuck in a whole goddamn universe that doesn't make sense. Where I can't trust even my basic senses. I barely sleep, I'm starving myself because the thought of eating makes me sick, I can't help wanting to chew on everyone in this goddamn building, and every time we talk about sex all I can think is I couldn't even get it up right now if I wanted to.

The only things I would've had to look forward to back home are my team leaving, getting Wilson's girlfriend killed, prison, and Wilson dying. Here, it's dying, or getting sucked into some insane data collective and watching this keep going on and on and on until the machines just give out. That's what all of us are racing toward. Those are the end states.

[He cuts himself off because he's ranting now.]

You wanna cherry pick reasons you should go in the suit instead of me, don't make it about who's more broken. You just broke a different way.

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