I'll try not to. [Her voice is still faint. She wonders if she should say she is sorry.] But sometimes it just happens. [Meaningless things are the scariest things. She sits for a long moment, silence on the line, and just rubs her leg, wondering if it really hurts a little, or it's just her imagination.]
Is that why you became a physician? [That would make it a little less meaningless, at least. She can't get a proper rise when he fires off his guess. It just stays sad, her answering voice.] I don't know what dyslexia means, but many people taught me, in all sorts of ways. It never stuck - I mean, English never did. I learned tricks around it. Good tricks.
Nope. I was a doctor way before that. Had to diagnose myself and everything in the end.
Dyslexia's just a way of saying your brain processes written language differently. The fact you learned tricks around it pretty much proves you're not defective, but whatever. [This isn't a motivational speech, it's educational.] Have you been able to learn the writing systems for other languages? Ones without the English alphabet? You clearly know numbers if you're calculating lat and and longs.
[She gets that sense. But what else is there? Well - there is always anger. Anger helps.]
It's terrible being the only one who knows how to do anything right, isn't it? And it's worst when you're the only one who knows what to do with you!
[She has a smidgen of experience in these matters, young as she is, so her anger is genuine. But his diagnosis, if that is what it is, makes her deflate slightly again.] It isn't different if it just doesn't work. That's what defective means exactly. But numbers are fine. [And then she brightens, as though sharing the best secret in the world.] And Chinese is fine, maybe. I can read and write forty whole words in Chinese!
[House is... honestly a little surprised that a child can empathize with that and react better than most adults to something he's said. All right. Her stock is on the rise again after that annoying whining.]
Mandarin or Cantonese? I can probably teach you a few more if we ever meet up if it's the first one. Anyway, English is a bitch of a language. Some people just have trouble with certain alphabets. Doesn't really matter much if you've got a work around, but they have programs in the future for that kind of thing.
[Some of it is faking, certainly, repeating what others have said - Dame Ariel most of all, who is forever the only one who knows how to do anything right. But Kesara is also used to adults less astute and educated than herself, and the trouble of talking to those. And anyway Dr. House is a fine fellow and she thinks, in her limited perspective, that he might have been a lot like her when he was younger.]
I mean to write! The letters are the same, you know. [He certainly knows, but he should know that she knows.]
Dr. Stein has taught me Mandarin, but Lao Dian speaks every dialect you care to name and he'll teach me those. But if you know how to write it - [her voice shivers with excitement] I'll do anything. I have to keep learning. I've given up on English, I just use my memory tricks, and if I talk about some future kind or program they'll just say I'm acting the child. But Chinese is my chance and I have to keep learning!
Find something to bring that's worth my time, and I'll teach you.
[He switches over to speaking Mandarin to test her:] I'm fluent - written and spoken. I don't work for free. Looking for pieces to make a microscope. Find anything I can use, we can meet up. If you can't find anything like that, bring something that'll interest me.
It's a deal! [She's speaking Mandarin back already, fast, excited - a little archaic and florid, which stands to reason. In fact what she says is more like "what a satisfying realisation of matching interests!"]
I have the video logs I've taken of my exploring on the other side of the ice tunnels. But I'll also look for - you're trying to build a - xian... wei... [she stutters and slows, putting the meaning together of the word she has never heard in this language before, and then brightens again all at once.] Oh! You mean a microscope!
I wanna get a look at our blood. Since the Admin decided we're not allowed to request our MN poisoning records anymore. Might be able to see if we've actually got microbots crawling around in there... or any other irregularities.
Looking for lenses like you'd find on a telescope or binoculars, also some some plywood, a plastic pipe or something else hollow, glass for slides, and something we can use as a base and adjuster like a photo enlarger. Just something that slides up and down. A poor man'll just take more plywood and some screws for that.
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Is that why you became a physician? [That would make it a little less meaningless, at least. She can't get a proper rise when he fires off his guess. It just stays sad, her answering voice.] I don't know what dyslexia means, but many people taught me, in all sorts of ways. It never stuck - I mean, English never did. I learned tricks around it. Good tricks.
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Nope. I was a doctor way before that. Had to diagnose myself and everything in the end.
Dyslexia's just a way of saying your brain processes written language differently. The fact you learned tricks around it pretty much proves you're not defective, but whatever. [This isn't a motivational speech, it's educational.] Have you been able to learn the writing systems for other languages? Ones without the English alphabet? You clearly know numbers if you're calculating lat and and longs.
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It's terrible being the only one who knows how to do anything right, isn't it? And it's worst when you're the only one who knows what to do with you!
[She has a smidgen of experience in these matters, young as she is, so her anger is genuine. But his diagnosis, if that is what it is, makes her deflate slightly again.] It isn't different if it just doesn't work. That's what defective means exactly. But numbers are fine. [And then she brightens, as though sharing the best secret in the world.] And Chinese is fine, maybe. I can read and write forty whole words in Chinese!
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Mandarin or Cantonese? I can probably teach you a few more if we ever meet up if it's the first one. Anyway, English is a bitch of a language. Some people just have trouble with certain alphabets. Doesn't really matter much if you've got a work around, but they have programs in the future for that kind of thing.
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I mean to write! The letters are the same, you know. [He certainly knows, but he should know that she knows.]
Dr. Stein has taught me Mandarin, but Lao Dian speaks every dialect you care to name and he'll teach me those. But if you know how to write it - [her voice shivers with excitement] I'll do anything. I have to keep learning. I've given up on English, I just use my memory tricks, and if I talk about some future kind or program they'll just say I'm acting the child. But Chinese is my chance and I have to keep learning!
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[He switches over to speaking Mandarin to test her:]
I'm fluent - written and spoken. I don't work for free. Looking for pieces to make a microscope. Find anything I can use, we can meet up. If you can't find anything like that, bring something that'll interest me.
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I have the video logs I've taken of my exploring on the other side of the ice tunnels. But I'll also look for - you're trying to build a - xian... wei... [she stutters and slows, putting the meaning together of the word she has never heard in this language before, and then brightens again all at once.] Oh! You mean a microscope!
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Looking for lenses like you'd find on a telescope or binoculars, also some some plywood, a plastic pipe or something else hollow, glass for slides, and something we can use as a base and adjuster like a photo enlarger. Just something that slides up and down. A poor man'll just take more plywood and some screws for that.