let's just say this hotstud got to planting his wild oats
[Really, the answer is he can't remember clearly, but there were probably others. Ginger and Beckett just happen to stand out in his memories. Wilson, maybe...]
i've been stuck here nine months and it felt something like ten or fifteen years a few days ago take a guess on the sanity check i'm more sane now than i was then, at least
the human psyche is strikingly resilient (or sapient psyche if you're gonna pitch a fit about that) for better or worse we keep pushing on what else is there to do? it's too cold to just sit still
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Oh, I don't know. Back when I was thinking of just sitting still I found the cold an incentive. Honestly, I sometimes think we should be a lot more self-congratulatory here.
[Goddamnit House he was trying to make you both feel better.]
Goodness knows I'm not about to sing your praises in sexual ecstasy. But you might at least admire what absolutely superhuman boneheaded spite is required to persist, in the face of all we've endured, in just plain being you.
i'm off vicodin spiting strange helped way more than the hope that's for sure if you do run across him feel free to gut check him and steal my meds back, though
You're not really off something when you're still trying to get it no matter what. But I like spite as a motivator. I'll drink to that, with the blood I'm not really off.
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[Really, the answer is he can't remember clearly, but there were probably others. Ginger and Beckett just happen to stand out in his memories. Wilson, maybe...]
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i hit blackout
that free space really helped, tho
a guy's gotta take a break sometime
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or what?
you're still the only vampire in my heart
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and it felt something like ten or fifteen years a few days ago
take a guess on the sanity check
i'm more sane now than i was then, at least
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[He's not really trying to give perspective here he's just being sad.]
Let us drop 'sane', but I am impressed that any of us are at all functioning. Here's to.
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(or sapient psyche if you're gonna pitch a fit about that)
for better or worse
we keep pushing on
what else is there to do?
it's too cold to just sit still
cw suicidal ideation, idk how it always gets there with those two
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thanks, babe
[It's easier to make a joke out of it than really acknowledge the implications behind Beckett's comment.]
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Goodness knows I'm not about to sing your praises in sexual ecstasy. But you might at least admire what absolutely superhuman boneheaded spite is required to persist, in the face of all we've endured, in just plain being you.
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spiting strange helped way more than the hope
that's for sure
if you do run across him
feel free to gut check him and steal my meds back, though
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i didn't say "and give it to me"
pay attention, babe
i just don't want him to have them
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becky?
dracula?
oh here goes
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you did not
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i don't wanna hear about your fictional vampire sex romp
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
let's consider the relative hotness lvl
yeah, definitely a "your reality is stupid and shouldn't work" moment there
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