IC Contact (Snowblind)

[rubikscomplex]

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[rubikscomplex]

i'm ▓▓▓▓ys nice for you, bec▓▓▓▓
like i told ecks
i'm ▓▓▓▓
deal
is the▓e somet▓▓▓▓▓ you actually wanted?
becaus▓ it's annoying ▓▓▓▓ell talking to you ▓▓th the stat▓▓

[bookofnope]

I wa▓▓▓▓ your professional advice ▓▓▓ madness. Poss▓▓▓y on nihilism, ▓▓▓▓ the def▓ant nature of suicide.

▓▓▓ as it is to say, you are about the ▓▓ly person in this ▓▓▓▓▓ I can be completely ▓▓nest with.

cw: discussion of suicide

[rubikscomplex]

[There's a long-delayed response because House isn't entirely sure how to respond to that.]

my prof▓▓▓ional advice:
madness is overra▓▓▓
nihi▓ism is the only ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ponse to this place
suicide is only relev▓▓▓ if you're doing something use▓▓▓
dying without a point is ju▓▓▓▓▓pid
▓▓▓ it is letting them win

[bookofnope]

Of course, if ▓▓▓ are just a figment of my t▓▓▓tured psyche, these would be the ▓▓cuses I'm making ▓▓▓ of fear. De▓▓al of the only merciful end.

[rubikscomplex]

get ▓▓er yourself
y▓▓▓▓▓ not cool enough to have me as a fig▓▓▓▓

[bookofnope]

The other ▓▓▓▓on is that you ▓▓▓▓ been fantasizing of an ill-tem▓▓▓▓ vampire to test your be▓▓▓▓ in the sci▓▓▓▓fic method. Sometimes violently.

[rubikscomplex]

option c:
▓▓th of us are ▓▓▓▓
and this place has shitty wifi
▓▓▓▓ an ai pla▓▓ng ghost in the machine

[bookofnope]

Even if the ▓▓▓▓ent symptoms a▓▓ all by ext▓▓▓▓al influence, I still ▓▓▓▓ much doubt either ▓f us is sane. Un▓▓▓▓ you meant to say ▓▓ are both ima▓▓nary.

[rubikscomplex]

maybe we ar▓
who the ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ows?
i ▓ry to console myse▓▓ in the knowledge that none of this ▓▓▓ters
▓▓ we get stay we▓▓e screwed
if we ▓et out we're screwed
some of us ▓▓▓▓▓han others
i'm pretty sure every ▓▓d here is messed up for life
and s▓▓▓ idiots here are apparen▓ly dead already
somehow

[bookofnope]

So, ▓▓ the absence of any ho▓▓ for e▓▓pe or ▓▓▓▓▓ ending, may ▓▓ well put our e▓▓rgies to ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ the mystery?

[rubikscomplex]

yep
ther▓▓▓ nothing else to ▓▓
so that's the ▓▓vice from your ▓▓▓gination
if that's what i am
▓▓od luck, pal

audio;

[bookofnope]

House.

[Switching to a voice feed is almost definitely going to end the little intermission of politeness that they have going here. And perhaps that is what Beckett is truly aiming for. Perhaps he doesn't truly want an answer to the question he's about to ask.]

What if ▓▓▓ knew there was no an▓▓▓▓ to the mystery? If you ▓▓▓ it certain ▓▓▓▓▓ the answers either do ▓▓t exist, or are ▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓ your com▓▓▓▓▓sion?

text

[rubikscomplex]

[House keeps to the comfort of text.]

if there are ▓▓estions
there are ans▓▓rs
you ▓▓▓▓▓ not like the▓
you might not co▓▓▓etely understand them
but they don't st▓▓▓xisting
▓▓ck of comprehen▓▓on just leads to ▓▓▓▓ questions
and ▓▓▓e answers

go to bed, beck▓▓▓

[bookofnope]

[There's a very long pause. He's processing. He feels like he's able to listen in a way he hasn't been for a long time.]

I can't. I th▓▓k they've done something ▓▓ my adjust▓ent to sleeping at ▓▓▓▓ttime.

[rubikscomplex]

then pi▓▓ someone else t▓ get philosophical with
▓▓▓ not in the mood