[ action ] - Night 340

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-16 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Things were awkward.

Will had spent the rest of the day out with the child's grave and then kept to himself, with a Hannibal shaped shadow, after lockdown. The next day he'd focused on pulling his weight with the heat suit and avoiding eye contact with everybody and this had continued through most of the day after that as well.

Oddly enough the awkward wasn't from the licking/teeth incident, at least not on Will's part. The awkward that was lingering with him came from the open conversation about how being around House helped make things work for him. The diagnostician and he had passed a couple conversations that were more open than either of them was comfortable being with a person.

Usually those moments were carefully wrapped back up into the safe shadows beneath either theorizing or shit talking one another. The other day they had been working their way through the theorizing coping mechanism, when everything had gone sideways.

Thus Will was ... dithering. Looking for an excuse, not finding a good one and back to dithering. Up to the point where the Admin gave him the perfect 'excuse'.

He waited until after lockdown, after getting cleaned up, before he took his tablet and headed purposefully towards wherever House was setting up for the night. Will walked right up to the doctor and began a strong and thoroughly important conversation with a sense of confidence and purpose!

Just kidding.

He made it to the edge of the doorway, crept into the shadows thrown by the weak light and the walls around them, and shifted from foot to foot before making the first move. So to speak. ]


I was hoping to get your opinion on the beacon. I know you don't like having yours on, so the first time Admin offered it, I passed.

But the offer has come up again, and I'm wondering if there isn't a strong suggestion that something might be coming that we need the protection from.

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-16 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It was not easy, coming in first, but now that he was here Will kept pressing forward. It would have been the most natural thing to go over and sit beside House, but out of deference to not wanting to tempt the MN poisoning, Will retreated to the other wall instead. ]

I don't trust her. [ He admitted, sliding down to sit. ] I'm not worried about the anomalies. [ He paused and ducked his head slightly. ] Not as worried about the anomalies as it is that I don't trust her.

[ So why are they even having this conversation? ]

Truth is I haven't found anything to make me trust any of the entities in this town. The Admin, Shelley, Andromeda and Winter, even the Prophet's Cult. But maybe I'm being too paranoid. The fact that they've offered this app a second time, either they believe it's important for our survival or they really want to be able to track us?

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-16 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I had never seen it before Day 331. [ Will explained, drawing his knees up and looping his arms over them, watching House. ] It's the only app I've ever seen offered to us, which might have made it tempting, if I wasn't aware of your history with it.

[ He pays attention. Even when it seems he's not paying attention, he pays attention. ]

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Will was settling in to what appeared to possibly be a long few hours, when House started to share his research. Looking up from under his lashes, he blinked as he tried to absorb the depth of information the diagnostician shared.

Eventually Will's brow furrowed, relaxed and furrowed again. ]


I'm not hearing anything that makes me want to turn it on. This sounds like a lot of cons, for just the one pro and as you pointed out, even that pro seems pretty useless.
Edited (It was a bad pun and I felt bad for it!) 2018-03-17 00:59 (UTC)

You are kind to love my bad puns

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Actually he wasn't pussyfooting, well not precisely. ]

I genuinely wanted your opinion, House. [ Will said in a level tone, his eyes finally meeting and holding the doctor's gaze. ] This app appears to offer relief, a sort of gift even. But ever since I've known you, you have railed against it.

[ The melt down after the ghost collective for instance. ]

It did occur to me that your frustration was coming from the fact that you can't seem to control it, rather than the application itself. So tell me, if this was your choice, would you turn it on?

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...

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I'M STILL GETTING IN THE DAMN SUIT! ]


Fair. [ Will said after a moment. ] But if I go bonkers ...

If I go more bonkers than usual, I'm counting on you to kill me.

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Will seemed to consider this for a moment, then gave House one of his best puppy dog eyed looks. ]

Pretty please with a cherry on top?

[ He didn't genuinely expect House to kill him. House would bite, like a cornered rat, he'd attack but the goal was escape not to kill.

In fact he didn't think House had it in him to kill. Even a mercy kill was questionable, not because House would want a person to suffer (beyond reason) but rather because the diagnostician wouldn't accept that there was a puzzle he couldn't solve. ]

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There is a crack in the door and Will is going to wriggle right through it. Even if it was propped open on purpose. ]

Sex isn't the same thing as biting, or murdering. It's less ... intimate in Hannibal's minds. Did he say 'no' threesome?

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
It depends. Hannibal kills and consumes for a wide variety of reasons. [ Which Will was a little leery about getting into those types of details as some of them were private to Hannibal. ]

And there is a difference between the victims of the Ripper and Hannibal's tributes. [ For lack of a better word.

Will set his tablet aside, and adopted his usual pose of knees bent, arms resting across them. ]


The Ripper chooses his victims from a pool of individuals he finds rude. People who are, in his eyes, no better than pigs due to their behavior and he treats them accordingly. Sometimes it will take him months, even years to circle back on someone he marked at the time of their transgression. It was part of what made him so difficult to investigate.

Anyway those victims, Hannibal would throw these elaborate dinner parties that were known for attracting the top of Maryland, D.C. and Virginia high society. People tripped over themselves for an invitation. Lavish affairs, and the menu was created and prepared by Hannibal.

[ He won't say it, but rather waits to let House connect the dots. ]

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't encourage him. He'll take it as a personal goal.

[ At the second question and the sentence after it, Will's lips twitched upwards. ]

'Was'? [ He shook his head. ] He already tried once, though in that instance it was a combination of consuming me and torturing Jack at the same time. [ Will pointed to the scar at his forehead. ]

He has an 'inconvenient' compassion for me. [ Will continued. ] And he is in love with me, but that doesn't mean he won't reach the point where his desire to consume me will overwhelm his desire to have me by his side.

I suspect it's hard to see, but in his eyes there would be a pentultimate beauty in such an act. It would be the pinnacle of intimacy for him.

[ Glancing at House, Will smiled an expression that was both serene but also melancholy. ]

Just because the tiger comes to your hand, chuffs softly at you, rubs his head against you in affection and will lay in your lap with love in his eyes, doesn't mean he stops being a tiger. Only an arrogant fool would believe that those predatory instincts won't always lay just beneath the surface and it is a question of when, not if, they will be triggered.

cw: reference to bestiality

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
That is not one of my kinks. [ Will confirmed. ] I have a wide range I find myself wanting to explore, but I'll let you tell me what it was like to screw someone with a tail?

[ He was fishing, just a bit with that last question. There had been some weird exchanges, particularly the last time they had been in the same location with Rhys, but Will was curious about whether or not there was fire in the smoke. Really, neither of them has a position to toss around stones. Truth was, a threesome is probably one of the tamer ideas in their sex lives.

But this was part of why Will liked House's company. The doctor didn't get disgusted, or judgey (at least on the outside) about the horrors in Will's mind and his reality. He didn't have the same sort of door Will and Hannibal possessed but House appeared capable of observing through the windows and now being scared away.

Will nodded at the diagnosis and also suspected that it would clue House in on why Hannibal had reacted negatively to the teeth, yet open minded on the subject of the threesome. ]


I don't know. [ Will answered the question honestly. ] I don't think he knows. Hannibal is incredibly adaptable, it's part of why he's such a successful survivor. He might be taken aback at first, feel frustration at outside forces imposing change on his design.

But I suspect he'd be quick to find value in the way life and death are on hold here.
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[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That response was interesting and Will weighs continuing to poke around and adding it to his small file folder of curious events. He decided to add it to the file folder for the time being. After all, he was trying to get out of the dog house; not bracade himself in it. ]

He's very good at pulling off what would seem impossible, don't ever believe there is something he can't do, just because it doesn't seem feasible.

[ Will stretched his legs out, purposefully adopting a less defensive posture as he continued. ]

There is a woman, a friend of mine who was also a psychiatrist and a contemporary of Hannibal's, was his student at one time. Her name is Alana Bloom and I had something of a small flame for her.

She turned me down, was worried that I was too broken.

Anyway, when I was in Baltimore Hospital for the Criminally Insane and I had sent someone to kill Hannibal, Hannibal retaliated by seducing Alana. He also seduced her on the same night that he went and grabbed a man named Abel Gideon, a serial killer who had claimed to be the Ripper; which annoyed Hannibal.

During this period, Jack had been investigating some of my asertations that Hannibal was the Ripper, so Hannibal was under some scrutiny. By sleeping with Alana, he took a swipe at me, and simultaneously created an alibi for himself. Because she slept through his leaving after they had sex, woke up to him back in bed. Her account was that he had been with her the entire night.

[ Will lifted his hands and made a motion of multiple levels. ]

He does love to multi-task.

cw: POST COITAL drug reference

[personal profile] ex_this_ismydesign36 2018-03-17 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
She did mention that they shared a "lovely glass of a very expensive merlot, he was considering buying a case of and wished her opinion, during their post coital relaxation."

[ Will remembered reading that line in Alana's alibi for Hannibal and smacking himself in the face with the file. In other words, incredibly sneaky.

Will would argue that Hannibal was that good in bed to knock a partner out for the count, but the psychiatrist wasn't one to let ego get in the way of thorough planning. ]

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